Fuckin Bloody Metal

Metal never dies \m/
Heartbeat till my blood fuckin outs
What the hell fucks up \m/
i'm the only one !

love metal till death

You Don't Know My Name - Killing Me Inside

I’m trying to tell you
that I will never give up
cause you are on my mind

I swear it’s feel like so good
so good
I wanna ask your name right now
But I’m afraid and shy

You don’t ever give your hand to me
And just walk away

Can you hear me
Can you see me
My heart is beating
You close to me
Hopeless faith please leave me now
Cause you don’t know my name

I wanna ask your name right now
But I’m afraid and shy
You don’t ever give your hand to me
And just walk away

Can you hear me
Can you see me
My heart is beating
You close to me
Hopeless faith please leave me now
Cause you don’t know my name

Can you hear me ( just give your hand )
Can you see me ( don’t walk away )
Can you hear me ( just give your hand )
Can you see me ( don’t walk away )

Persahabatan Kita

Persahabatan di mata seorang bonita
Persahabatan itu antara Hijau dan Biru
Antara Hijau dan Ungu
Antara Bonek dan Viking
Antara Bonek dan Viola
Antara Bonek dan Persikmania
Antara Bonek dengan Kabo ,Sakera , NJ Mania ,Brajamusti ,.Mutiara Hitam
Panser Biru , Singa Mania , Boro Mania.Pusamania, .Blue Devil, dan.MPmania

Persaudaraan yang indah banget  meskipun di luar sana banyak orang yang memandang sebelah mata. Pasti pada mikir "huh supporter . Perusuh dan pembuat keonaran" 
padahal setelah aku masuk kedalam dunia mereka. aku menemukan hal yang ngga pernah aku temukan saat bersama teman-temanku. Persahabatan.


Mereka semua saling melindungi, saling support, saling menyayangi. indah banget kan ? dibalik penampilan mereka yang sangar ternyata mereka adalah manusia-manusia yang care satu sama lain.
Walaupun mereka dipandang sebagai perusuh tapi mereka mentingin persaudaraan. Bahkan ga sedikit yang rela meninggalkan cinta demi persahabatan. wah joss ituu :)

Hal yang ngga pernah aku temukan selama ini bersama orang2 yang mengaku temanku. Aku ngga pernah merasa disayangi. Selalu ditindas. Apa aja deh.
Tapi sekarang bersama teman-teman baruku yang Satu Hati Satu Nyali, aku mendapatkan apa yang engga pernah aku rasakan selama ini. Aku menemukan indahnya Persaudaraan disana :) 


Satu hal yang selalu aku ingin katakan kepada kalian..
Terimakasih dan Aku cinta Kalian semua Dulur-dulurku :)

anyway aku masih cinta Killing me inside :)

Something Better - Rudye ft Onadio -

it started on the day that i met you

oh you were there. you're standing there smiling

now every night, i'm thinking of you, do you think of me?

oh baby

you used to say that i'm not in love with you seriously

but now as you're ready to go, i realized how deep i am into you

so now i. i'm living my life for you

i. i'm dying to let you know

you. you are the one that i've been waiting for

but now i. i have to let you go

i. i'm breaking my heart for you

you. you will find something better there, without me by your side

and now i'm here. where all the things changes so suddenly

and suddenly i know that you will leave. 

you're leaving me here alone by my self

i used to know, that i am in love with you seriously

but now as you're ready to go, i'm thinking that i have to let you go

it started out when you gave me a smile

and now i'm here, i'm thinking of you my dear

but now you're gone and you will find something better there 

MY SOUL's SCREAMING !

EVERYTHING GOES ! 

WHAT THE HELL IS IT ! 

I LOVE MY WAY

PLEASE UNDERSTAND JUST FOR TODAY :'(

Cherry Petite Raspberry

Sins flow without sane
Discover her in pain
Ice cream in bed
Have a sex ahead
The more she pled
Oh yes she said
Touch and kiss
Love and lust
Pain and bliss
I will kiss you
I will fuck you
I watch her sleep
Touch her around
I strip her down
And rip her skirt
I’ll show you how tonight
I’ll teach you how right now
My soul screaming every night
For it’s hunger of your affection touch
A waste of time, and a waste of mind
More than this, I’ve never dream it of
Seems it was a lust
I will make you mine tonight

YOU'RE A FUCKIN IDIOTIC ONE

HEY YOU !
YOU'RE A FUCKIN STORY OF MY LIFE
BREAK ALL OF MY NORMALITY ALIVE
KILL ME STEP BY STEP
BLEED ME HURT ME IN ANYTHING

SEE THAT I BECOME A ZOMBIE SINCE YOU LEFT
A HALF OF MYSELF DIED
LOST SOMEWHERE I CAN'T FIND IT ANYMORE !
WHAT SHOULD I DO
WHERE CAN I FIND MY LIFE


HEY YOU MY FUCKIN IDIOT ONE !
GOD SHOWN ME WHO ARE YOU TRULLY
EVERYTHING WE'VE BEEN TROUGH
DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING !
YOU JUST FAKE ME
BLEED ME
HIT ME DOWN
KILL ME
I DON'T TRUST YOU ANYMORE !

SCREAMING AT NIGHT

FULL SCREAM :

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE NOT MINE ANYMORE

YOU JUST FAKE ME

YOU JUST BLEED ME

SEE THAT I'M CRYING HERE !

SEE THAT I'M ALONE HERE

YOU WALK BESIDE HER

BUT I STILL ALONE ON MY WAY

THERE'S YOUR LIE

THERE'S YOUR FUCKIN LOVE SHIT

I KEEP SCREAMING THIS NIGHT

TILL MY SOUL LOST

AND I'LL SLEEP TIGHT TONITE

TOMORROW JUST A DREAM

JUST A FUCKIN DREAM

I DON'T WANNA AWAKE

TILL THE SUN GIVE UP

LET ME ALONE THIS NITE

I'LL KEEP CRYING

IF YOU FIND ME SLEEP 

KEEP SILENT

CAUSE I DON'T WANNA WAKE UP

MY SOUL's SCREAMING !

I WANNA SUICIDE RIGHT NOW !

YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND !

I GET HURT HERE !

YOU ARE SICK !

I AM FAKE !

I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE

YOU DON'T CARE ME ANYMORE !

I'M SICK OF REMEMBERING YOU

YOU ARE BLESSED BY HER

YOU TAKE A WAY TO BE FAR FROM ME

AND I'M LONE HERE

WALK AROUND THE DARK

NO ONE BESIDE ME !!!!!!!

I'LL COME SOON TO KILL YOU !

LET YOU SLEEP BESIDE MY CASKET !